When I started the first grade I had my first contact with children outside of my
family except for my brother who was born when I was 4. I noticed that all the other
kids would talk to one another but I didn't talk much and I was not included in
their groups. That was 61 years ago now. I found out I was weird because people
would tell me so. A few told me with words. Others told me so by beating me up.
I didn't understand it then, only a little more now. You see I discovered that I had
Asperger's Syndrome on October 3rd, 1999. Asperger's Syndrome or AS is a form of
Autism where there is no language delay and is often associated with high
intelligence. Read my Ph.D. Dissertation. I found my calling in Chemistry. Charles
Perrino told me obliquely I was weird in 1974 after a few beers in a get together of
the Physics and Chemistry Departments in a pizza parlor on Mission Boulevard in
Hayward. Perrino was a chemistry Professor and an instructor of classes I took from
him. Kids with Autism or Aspergers get bullied routinely it is known now. I
experienced that. It made me stronger. When I found out I had AS I found out that
there was a mode of communication which occurred automatically in the neurotypical
children which doesn't occur in a person with AS or Autism. Our neurology is wired
differently. We don't look at people's faces becase we don't expect information
content to be there. We listen to the words that come out of the mouthes of the
neurotypical and interpret the meaning from the words. Neurotypicals automatically
look at faces and decode the microemotions in the facial expressions. We don't, so
we are weird. I only found this out by reading about it.
Stan Henney, CSUH Campus Policeman hears that somebody is synthesizing PCP and
rounds up the usual suspects, weirdos first and tells Monson who confronts me with
the idea(described elsewhere)
and I with impared social interaction abilities am read by Monson as whatever it is
that NT's do and draws conclusions based on whatever it is that they do.
So then the next quarter my $25 a week job goes away.
Then Stan Henney gets killed by another officer on the force. Moreno his name is,
spends 8 years or so in jail the gets released and you cannot find a record of it.
He gets a job somewhere in Sacramento.
Russ Hillard calls me up and tells me that Bozak told him that I was suspected by
the Hayward Police of synthesizing PCP and all of a sudden the statement of Monson
is not an isolated event. All this is discussed elsewhere.
So, buy my search company. Invest in Ullrey Biodiesel. Buy me a subscription to
"How to write code for Cocoa and X-Code". Buy some property on Ullrey Avenue in
Escalon CA and let me set up a biodiesel lab/reactor/plant there.
MicroSoft was here 01/13/09 07:19:36 OK 65.55.231.6
Microsoft had me in for an interview at their Mountain View Campus. They were
interested in what I would be able to tell them about Kerberos at a lunch table.
I am not good with language at many levels. The most traumatic experience of my life
occurred when I was Junior in High School when in an English class I was forced to
stand in front of a group of people and give a book report. I could tell from the
audience that they were uncomfortable having to experience it as well.
I had studied the Kerberos protocol to amuse myself and with my superior graphic
skills had put together a set of slides which depicted the interactions of a set of
hosts and servers that allowed a client to connect securely and anonymously to a
server with out first having to perform a key exchange as long as the client had
established a key pair with some central server. The sources had glossed over the
process of how that key pair relationship had been established. Without going into
any mathematical details I depicted how information was encrypted and exchanged with
graphics. I come from a family where three of my four siblings are art majors and
I depict things graphically so I don't have to remember it all. I told the fellow
I wouldn't do it without slides.
I used the Pascal identifier symbol := when
setting up some C code.
fail
One of the interviewers was a woman who noticed sparse
employment history so I told her I had Asperger's. Her response indicated she
didn't know anything about it.
They didn't hire me.
Not being hired